day 3

So ....
I'm about to scream...just to get the frustration out of my body. How can people do this?? This is torture. I'm all mixed emotions right now. Some memories are stuck in my head. Anything will remind me of him. I try to avoid pondering. Sometimes i feel like crying from being so overwhelmed. But then i remind myself that many have done this and made their marriage stronger. Waking up alone and knowing he's not here, is just disheartening. I have to stay strong and not give in...
All that keeps going through my head is what my Major said. That 

"the first 10 days are the hardest. Then, it gets better."

 This is my first go around. I miss him sooo much. Please God give me strength. I am in a new house. Only about two weeks worth of memories here...
The cat is all i have with me for comfort. 
I wish i could get over this now. 


Or sleep until he's back and this would have all been a bad dream. 

New Year's Trip to the Big Apple

New Year's Eve

Planet Hollywood Times Square.
 Having some drinks before the Ball Drop, which was right outside.

We definately paid for the Location.

Busy Busy

The view outside the Hotel Window

Our trip was exciting.

Getting there and back was tiring and crazy...

damn those toll booths...

I never carry Cash.

We dodged the cab drivers with our Lives
We jumped and dodged the puddles
Huge Mounds of Snow Everywhere

We had noodles, it was ...oh my god, were they good.

My shoes were white when I got there, i swear.

I loved the city.
New Years Day.

Open Bar+Time's Square+confetti+Music+food =

a bad morning
 we ventured on and saw the statue of Liberty. 

My heart broke when we visited St. Peter's Church near Ground Zero

  all those pictures of the missing.
Reminded me why I joined

 There's nothing like New York City.

Then we drove across the Brooklyn Bridge

Then Onward Home.

We were thankful for our quiet lfestyle..

The city that never sleeps, was too much for us.

Thank You New York.

I LOVE your Shiskabobs!

what a time i'm having...

I am missing my husband bad...

Sometimes i wish there was such a thing as a Time Machine...

I don't know if i'd fast forward or rewind my life...

I love it where it is ....

can't wait until I'm back in his arms...

This is the life of being dual military.

Rough.

But we understand our job.

The training.

The crazy hours.

The early mornings.

All we look forward to is the end of the day.

The Weekends.

Our time together.