Friday, July 29, 2011

missing my dear

I am missing my sweet buns, lol. 
Wish he were here to lounge in on sundays..

I have to say this sucks. How can people do this? i miss our old routine. I miss how we use to drive to the beach and end up toasted on the beach. I haven't been to the beach this year. I haven't been much fun. Here I am on a Friday Night, watching Reba and drinking a coors light. Bought some Twisted Tea, Sweet Tea. I miss my life with him. I hate being here, but this is what I'd rather do than go out. It just wouldnt be much fun without him anyway. Not all that fond of random guys asking me to dance..Can't I just be left to my awesome drinks and music?!? lol. Some guys ignore my bling(wedding ring). What the Hell is Wrong with you!?  But, I get by, by ignoring them. So, home is way better. I'd rather be home anyway.